Look at all I’ve accomplished this past week:
Not to mention I also just sent out a few documents to my writing support group, which wasn’t on the list.
I’m very proud of my accomplishments; they were many and varied. But believe me when I say that I am too tired to think anymore, much less blog. If I felt this way before, I would’ve skipped blogging. Because really, I don’t have much to say that doesn’t sound boring or diary-like.
But I’m showing up anyways, and for myself only… I’m showing up for myself because I told myself I would keep the goals I set, which includes my Wednesday and Sunday blog posts. That means some weeks won’t be top notch content. Some weeks will. I have to accept that I’m not going to be perfect at what I’m creating, I just have to create it anyways. I’m not giving up on myself, I’m not giving up on my goals, and I’m not giving up on these blogs. This is a new attitude of mine, and it’s important to document that attitude here for all to see.
I almost decided not to post this blog to my usual social network channels, because it doesn’t offer much to anyone besides myself. But then I thought, hey, there could be someone out there who struggles with keeping their own promises like I do. Maybe this blog would be an inspiration to them. I’m reaching my virtual hand out to that person now. I’m saying, “I understand.” I’m nodding, “We’re in this together.” Because we are. I only fuck up when I feel alone, when I feel accountable to no one but myself.
So hey, you’re not alone, and I’m keeping you accountable too. Go work on those goals, lovelies.